Saturday, July 30, 2005
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
screaming doesn't help. crying doesn't help. neither does slamming on the piano helps.
apparently i am very unstable just now. luckily cheryl and lena 's tags were so funny that it helped a little.
i don't wish to talk about whatever that pissed me off. shan't even think about it. no point getting angry over those people.
i haven't study for mep listening on monday. neither have i studied for math on tuesday. and i still haven't done my mep essay. i'm just so dead.
shall try to finish up my mep essay by tonight.
au revoir!
i miss lena. (:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
5:42 AM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
oh my goodness. i didn't like the summary test today. AND i just passed for science. how horrible can that be? i wanna kill myself already. i can't believe that i can actually get that kind of result. how am i supposed to aim for triple science some more?
ahh. i miss lena!! hahaha. i miss our rubber band fight. it was
so fun. hahaha. we shall have the fight again tomorrow. must bring extra rubber band. then she never give me a hug properly one. rubbish womannn. hahaha. ahhh. i miss the fighht. hmm. i shall get her hair band tomorrow. oh no. i'm hinting to her telling her not to bring. oh wells. nevermind. ((:
tomorrow there's PI. whee. no lessons after recess. i mean we have around 15 minutes of lesson with
ann. sighh. and there's 2.4km run tomorrow. let's i'll be able to runnn. lynnette is supposed to pull me along. (:
alright. shall be off. (to find extra rubber band)
au revoir!
i'm beginning to find rosalie funny. (: i shall start quoting lots of things she says. of course those super funny ones.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:11 AM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
slept the whole afternoon today. now i feel as though i'm a pig. but pigs are ADORABLE! don't you think so? hahaha.
i
believe that the geog paper is alright. i
believe that i will do well for it. (: so much confidence in myself.
art. art. art. i didn't paint the background. all that ms della fault. she wants to go for her recess. then kept hurrying us and trying to chase us away. now my
beautiful painting is ruin cause i didn't paint background. ahhh.
english compre. it was completely all rubbish. i meant my answers. and there's summary test tomorrow. sighh.
i have started on my mep essay. yayy. but i'm like lifting a lot of stuff from kamien. have to edit it some other time. after i have finish the whole thing. and ms sim kept extending the deadline from yesterday to next monday. so nice of her.
there's the talk on streaming tomorrow. and subject combinations. still wondering if i should go home first or stay in school for the whole day.
i'm starting to feel the need of practising my piano and violin. that's a good thing. at least i still have time to catch up. must practice hard.
i'm starting to feel sleepy. hmm. what should i do? obviously go to bed right.
alright. au revoir!
i want to be bridesmaid. i can't wait to go hong kongggg.i want to go shopping now. i want a black and a white skirt. ahhh.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:03 AM
Monday, July 25, 2005
i like wasting time. oh wells. i can't help that, can i?
just like everyone else, i'm studying geog. half studying i mean. i get distracted easily. especially by this very attractive computer. i must study well for tomorrow geog test. i must do well for geog. that's the spirit. (:
tomorrow. 4 periods of CAs. which means 4 hours of CAs. there is geog, art and english CA. niceee. not.
i hereby announce to the whole wide world that i have finally decided on the topic for my mep essay. it shall be
italian operas in the baroque period.i haven't started on the essay. but at least i did some research. (:
skipped stringe today. stomach hurt very badly. and i think i had a little gastric. oh wells. don't start pointing finger at me and start calling me bad girl. i wasn't feeling well..
okay. shall get back to my geog.
au revoir.
i can't wait till next next week. holidayyys. national day that week. ((:mom said that she'll get me the winnie the pooh puzzle if i ever finish the one that i'm doing now. like i'm never going to finish it. she definitely have a chance to get it for me. (: and i'm trying to finish the current as soon as possible.i can't wait for end of year holidays. HONG KONG. ((:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:04 AM
Friday, July 22, 2005
i'm dead. not literally of course.
1. mep essay must be handed in by friday.
2. geog CA on tuesday.
not much. only 2 things next week. but..
mep essay: 1. i have not started it. not even one word.
2. must be at least 700 words.
3. i don't know where to get the information AND recordings.
4. i don't know how to start.
5. i have no mood to do it.
6. i have very little time.
geog CA: 1. i need to finish my mep essay, THUS i have no time to study.
my reason is as simple as that for geog CA.
AND it's a substantive CA.
shan't waste any more time here. and i'm not planning to do any of those today. or rather tonight. cause i'm far too exhausted running around the whole of parkway, looking for my sister stuff WITH
my bag that contains stone.au revoir!
i WANT the 2000 pieces winnie the pooh puzzle in jigsaw world. noo. i MUST have. ahh. the problem is it's 109 bucks. ohh. and all together there is 7 characters in it. just right. ((: i must start saving..
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:29 AM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
i'm sick. both physically and mentally.
laid in sick bay for 2 periods in school today cause my mom refused to come and pick me up as she was cooking lunch and mopping the floor.
and yes. my mental health is not in the right state. i think i should go and see a psychologist. if not i'll end up killing myself when i am like abusing myself now.
skip piano today. cause i was simply too sick. so piano will be on saturday i guess.
nothing much for today. cause simply i can't remember. and as i said, i'm in a very unstable state. anyone who say anything could either make me abuse myself or cry.
let's hope i get pass this unstability stage.
au revoir.
i feel like screaming. REAL LOUD. and yes. people disappear from our lifes all the time. and you don't exactly know when they started disappearing.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:39 AM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
i'm still sick. that's kind of obvious. because i just refused to take my medicine. not because i don't like it, but i was just too lazy. so i only took medicine once this morning. until now. and i'm like coughing every 30 seconds. or more than that.
oh yes. i must choose to fall sick on wednesday. when school ends at 12. hmm. i seemed to be always sick on wednesday. sighh. and there's PE tomorrow. just hope i won't run till i faint. (:
was doing my puzzle today. cause i was just simply too bored. finished lit early. and refused to start on my mep. back to my puzzle. i started doing it in er..p6? (: and i dragged it until now. determined to finish it. cause i want to get a new one. a winnie the pooh one. ((:
i was realised i always seem to be seeking attention. and this is frustrating. to me. this must stoppp.
i shall be a good girl and take my medicine. (:
au revoir!
do people disappear from your life just like that?
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:27 AM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TARALYN! (: lovelove.
i'm sick. fever and cough. and i'm coughing until my chest pain. and temperature is 38.2 degree celsius. and when i told mom about my temperature, she was like so? fever only. ahhh. i'm going to explode.
need to take my medicine now.
au revoir!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:59 AM
Monday, July 18, 2005
oh my. the chinese CA was terrible. but it's over. no point thinking about it.
and i think i'm beginning to like string. (: and we like had this so called bonding session before we had our string. cause we were like waiting for the performing team to finish. but actually the so called bonding session was actually a gossip session. but who cares. at least we kind of bonded. and i don't know who was that idiot who went spreading the fact that i'm a canadian. and now the whole string knows. i mean training team. oh greaaaat. and anna was like, "oh! i have a canadian junior!" and people started bombarding me with questions. ahhhh.
okayy. anyway i'm in public relations for IAP. yay! and shilbe is our dear leader. she actually volunteered herself. and i like the stuff i'm doing for decor. it's only designing of welcome and thank you cards. provided that we got to send them. (:
hmm. learning journey tomorrow. it'll end at 6pm. sighh. and i still got to finish up my lit. and start on my mep. stress.
oh yes. i'm getting excited for miss taralyn teo. haha. whee. finally. the day she's turning 14. oh yes. apparently she is the youngest in our clique. hee. i shan't say happy birthday to her yet. it's way too early.
and i miss my primary school clique. like since when i haven't. and i've just seen them on friday. but even though we don't usually do much when we meet, it's still fun-er than whatever i do. cause i'll end up laughing until i get stomachache. and everyone will be asking me to shut up again. hee. ahhh. i miss claaar, tara, angeline, kim, theresa and dionis. although it's like ages since i've seen dionis. sighh. and it's usually like only me, claaar, tara, kim and angie meet up. haha. and august is coming. yayy. (:
okayy. got to catch some sleep. i mean replenish my sleep. hahaha.
au revoir!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:08 AM
Friday, July 15, 2005
today was fun. to me that is.
couldn't wait for school to end today. and we changed our seats. and the place i'm sitting somehow makes me bored.
anyway after school met claaar at bedok. then we took mrt to tampines and er went to tara's house. tara was half dead when i first saw her and angeline was just too obsessed with her game. and oh yeah. thanks to us ((: tara got WELL. not exactly well but she looked vey alive.
so the whole time we were just like watching tv and me watching them play their game. was simply too sleepy to even play. oh yes. tara treated us pizza! ((: and we only finish one box of pizza. and angeline ate more than THE BOX. hee.
oh yes. miss kimberly got missing. haha. taralyn wanted to call the police already. but too bad. it's not 24 hours yet. she was actually missing for 2 hours. then when we decided to go downstairs to search for her, she appeared. haha.
then towards the end, we were all like in tara's room changing and stuff. hee. and angeline was tempted to change back into her uniform. luckily she didn't. ((:
oh yes. and thanks claaar and her dad for giving me a ride to tampines mall. hee.
alright. shall catch some sleep. before hitting the books tomorrow AGAIN.
au revoir!
i'm just so happy. i can't imagine not being able to see the group after i go back to canada. how horrible can that be. i'm sure i'll cry like crazy. hee. and we agreed to meet EVERY month. and AUGUST is set. lalala.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:46 AM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
maybe i should have applied for vjc IP.
i was just
chatting with my mom. then i was like telling her a lot of people applied for IP. but i just realised she didn't knew i could apply for IP. and she was saying why didn't i tell her earlier or why didn't i apply for it. but too bad. it's tooo late. :)
went bowling today! whee. stupid fiona got 109 for one game. ahhh. hee. but i'm so tempted to join bowling. because of stupid fiona tse. then went to ZEN for dinner. sooo nice. i like the tiramisu. whee. so happy.
met claaar at starbucks yesterday. helped her with her sum. not one sum but but but 1/4 of it. :) cause firstly it was difficult i guess. and secondly i couldn't concentrate. so it's not my fault. and while i was trying to do her sum, she spent the whole time playing with my phone and took like 20 over photos. then we walked around siglap centre. fun fun fun. i mean at least more fun then going home. and i decided to call my mom and told her that i went to siglap to get something. hee. oh yes. claaar was just so tempted to come to my house. and
play the piano. ms claaar. apparently your house also has a piano. hee. oh now i'm so tempted to go to her house. cause she has the straightener. not fair.
i need to study. and i'm not studying. and i have 3 tests/CAs next week. and i got to go out tomorrow. oh nooo.
better start studying now.
au revoir!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:27 AM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
yes. i'm still obsessed with line dancing. but i don't exactly have time to think about it. shall wait till the weekends then.
i feel like going out. anyone interested? (:
but the thing is, i have many CAs coming up. so how am i can i go out when i'm supposed to be mugging at home.
but i really feel like going out. hmm. i want to go bowling again. but i still like the bowling centre in canada. and i want to go shopping. no. i can't. if not i'll spend more than 50 bucks in a day again. i got to save up my money. and why? because i want to run away from home and fly to canada! guess that's not exactly run away. i'm fleeing from singapore. but this
brilliant idea is still in the process of planning. and i need money.
i don't like science practical. and i don't like acids and alkali. and what's the difference between ammonia and ammonium. hmm. and science practical is just this friday. oh great.
alrighhht. time to mug.
au revoir!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:25 AM
Monday, July 04, 2005
i'm currently obsessed with line dancing. (:
not exactly currently. i have been for a long time. but at least this time i may get to learn it. whee.
ohh yes. i must say lots of happy birthdays. belated i mean. since their birthdays fall on july 1st.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO: CANADA
my dear cousin OLIVIA
THERESA
and finally CHARMAINE!
hee. that's why i like july 1st. (: hmm. oh yes. i got to get into triple science before i can learn line dancing. and i got to get into triple science before the digital camera becomes fully mine? and what else? can't quite remember at the moment.
alrighht. got to get back to my homeworks.
au revoir!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
2:27 AM